(DJ 20124 verse)
rain starting to trickle as A Hype rap in my inner ear
dinner meal ticket i ain’t excited for this funereal
cinema reals slowly trickle off the roll
roll a backwood and puff out the smoke
this one is for Jo
today i’m speaking at your funeral
never thought it’d so soon
sh*t is really surreal
playing out in front of me
this aint aronof-i-sky
requiem for a dream
i think im gonna weep
i gotta speak
but i don’t know if i can
wrote out a whole speech
but hands they are trembAling
interest
ing how
the whole time you just coasting like the DOW
man you was on the rise
when you would get up out of ur chair
you used to always tell me when they redid your hair
but you didn’t care
what anyone thought
you knew you was beautiful
for you i’ll wear this cross
bear the cross
carry the weight
of my family in this time
for some of them, nothing quite hits like a good cry
but they afraid to show it
on this cross joint i puff and i blow it
sparking up on this pack it’s runtz comma black
got from my guy he always got my back
shout out big cuh leanstainzz no cap
these my brothers from the cutter we put each other on the map
and man that was another thing
don’t think you ever knew
when your mom got back on smack, jo had your back, yeah she loved you
she talked about your brother
was the craziest thing
he didn’t even know her
aint that such a damn shame
and as for you zay man she loved you too
she knew you was special ever since we was in school
she talked about your mom
she was glad yall reunited
i know you’d be here if you could
but it don’t matter cause despite it
you send your regards, this loss affects us all
ain’t gon let my mamaw die in vein eye on the ball
chase the bag despite my affliction for the cash
inflicting damage on the scene like puttin fent in the pack
crush it up and sort it
and the record on repeat
but this record ain’t broke
so no drugs will enter me
(A Hype verse)
Yo, let me say something.
There’s been some friends that I’ve lost, out of decency, I won’t go trash ‘em and bash ‘em cause of recency bias, I’ll try this, and let me just say, then from here on out, that ain’t how it work out, okay? No one is perfect, I’ve been dumb, when I’m sure wrecked, you’re checked out as a winner, I make you out as a jerk, doubting sinner, I been a emotional foul style kinda man, this whyna ran off at the mouth, it that when sh*t go south, that’s the cost. Friends ends when I spends my time picking flaws, tricking jaws to say sh*t that ain’t true, who tainted this sh*t really, let not get silly, it me, chilly. Heart done froze, well it’ll be how it goes ‘til I real get a dose, of reality, I’m nailing the point across, it’s not that I can’t go boss mode and to my old chumps, reconcile and mold lumps of broken pieces back, the code ain’t all that, Jesus, y’all at a place maybe, where my face disgraceful still, hey we, both weren’t ready, turnt steady, at the feeling we got from each other, you sure did teach, smother me wit’ reach, I’ve hit a skid since a breach of etiquette, I had a fit, or two, or three, we’re through, who’re you, wit’ out me. Who you was wit’ me, I didn’t get the, “be yourself”, thing down, dang, relinquish my crown, I been fishing now for more matches, just more patches to fill an empt’ heart, exempt from the start of a new path, unless I face this true wrath, and embrace what do add, up like math here, I f*cked up, big time, no gig, I’m in need of a bath, clear and cleanse out the sins, spins of this can’t come close though, to when ya homie faint, know we acquaint, as those bro’s, who stay at play, like we ain’t need to be the closest, but our doses, put poise from boys to joys of now our poses, as grown men’s, ownings up to my mistakes, that’s best when alive, cause the rest been a sly sneak peak, at when ya organs tweak weak, then seek what ain’t there, to paint the pic clear, we all gon’ be on sick teary death beds, or your death is breath taken sudden, cool heads prevail but what it is without you is hell, feeling like the red button, being pressed, steaming stressed, fuming this, is cold and harsh, but the new real, a deal that sold and march into my life no choice, no voice in the decision, I can alter the vision, but the slaughter, true collision, new religion the way I pray, you was right here, we quite clear? So, so just trust your gut and do what’s right, befo’ we go and set off into the after life, whatever it is, if it is, but never take this, for granted, bliss is key, give flowers while they can smell, hours of attention for them to see, powers, ascension, that be, what can get in the way of love, the span I ran is free, ‘til the things we attach meaning to, was having me seeing through, the souls and goals of roles, we chose those, let’s be real, some of us, really do deserve coals, the nerve we have has holes, in it’s plan, benefits, mannnnn, we just living crazy, giving lazy takes to change us from fakes, we some snakes, and lately I wouldn’t date me, I rely on what the fate be, do I need to improve? Greatly. On a whim, move? No, this is gon’ be slow, but hey, what may we have, life back on the road. If you towed, just know you’ll be right back, I might slack but I have power over all that, yeah. Laying it down, flat. The facts, to the max.
The Beginning of the re birth of realization, respecting the righteous and repenting for running my jaw off like a rash.
